Mixed Emotions

You know what is worse than being turned down outrightly so, its being made to wait. Waiting puts you in a position of inaction. You cannot do anything to help the situation or to move on from the situation. If you get a yes, hurrah, if you get a no, then you reflect a bit then move on. When you're told to wait, sometimes the only thing you can do is wear a hole through your carpet.

Hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa
Di bale na lang kaya
Ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya
Di bale na lang kaya
Ngunit mahal ko siya
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Ngayon araw-araw lumilipas ang panahon
Kalimutan ko siya'y malayo sa isip ko